total eclipse of the heart

why you no reply my bbm?!?! :( 

Don’t think today was a good day. I sure hope tmr will be better. With all your brainless humor to make my day. I miss you and your silly-ness. Please be nice tmr, can?

30th may 2012. definitely the worst day in 3 weeks. 

you know, i like it when night falls. Kinda reminds me that the long awful day has come to an end and i can finally get some well deserved rest to prepare myself for another long day to come. The dark skies brings peace with it and thats what i need the most. I need to find solace. 

But then again, when its dark, it means it won’t be before long that the sun is up again. Its stressful and tiring when the sun’s up. It means i have to be brave enough to get through whatever shit you or the rest intend to throw at me and i have to get through it with a smile. 

So, the cycle continues. It will continue until i’ve found someone who makes my day less awful. Someone who keeps to his promise. Someone who will treat me the way i deserve.

Well, as of now, the favorite part of my day is when its dark. Not only do i find solace in the dark skies, but many things happened between us at night. All the memories made, were made when night falls.

i’m rambling, again. But i miss you, my friend. Only been a day, but i’ve missed you. And i wonder how i’ll survive for 6 weeks.

In an hour or so, it’ll be 24hrs. Exactly one day since we last texted. Not that big a deal, but well, i am affected, sadly. I wonder if She’s with you right now. Well, chances are, she is.

It just feels weird not talking to you for a day, after talking to you everyday for almost 2 weeks? sigh. I will be fine, won’t i? You will talk to me soon, won’t you?

Need a stick so goddamn badly. ah yes, you owe me weed.  

I need my distraction so damn badlyyyyy. but that boy’s gonna be in the pool for the next 2 hours. sighhh.